For the last one month or so, i start to stray back to my old two years long habit. is started to hope. and when that happens, i slowly went back to my old habit of being sad, thinking of minute things, wishing for something so bad that my heart ache and i ended u crying, i feel lonely when i shouldn't, im confused, i dont know what to do and i lost myself.
and the same time, i am back where i want to be. regardless of the consequences. i love it. i feel it is where i should be. enjoying life.
maybe i shouldnt think too much. i did that. but it will come to a point where i should be thinking of where i am and want to head in the future.
my next step is crucial. it decides what i really want.
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